It has been almost an year that i posted a blog.though i have nothing special to share i just feel like posting something, as i feel a sudden pang of loneliness.And friends still i haven't decided what to post about.This is surely gonna be a mokkai,so better don't read.Stop here.:)
College days!!!!surely one among the best times i had in ma life!!but that was just up to mid of second year i guess.And then it has almost lost its essence.As i have read "familiarity breeds contempt",we r now almost bored of pranks,girls,new couples,to which guy our ex-"girl" "friend" is now committed to.etc,now i feel some kind of responsibility,that i really find these stuffs as waste of time.but i don't want to be so.i just want to be the same old thiag who always chuckles on idiotic pranks,who is always interested to know about new pairs,latest figures etc.i don't want to feel responsible.The worst thing is that,i have a plenty of work to do,i have enough time,i don't talk much on phone nowadays,still the time just whiles away and i stand helpless.
We guys were really interested in making new friends,bunking two or three hours together and sitting in pump house just to talk about girls,movies,etc.But now we don't sit together except for our lunch!!! Where are those days?Its not only me having this kind of feeling.I almost see all my friends undergoing the same.They don't talk much,other than assignments,portions for exams,placements etc.That is they talk no kind of personel stuff.
And about my visit to chennai some two weeks before.Being in a city which hardly owes gud looking girls,i find my each visit to chennai exciting,that i don't miss even a single BMW that passes by,and ofcourse i don't miss even a single chick.But when i went this time,i dint feel like coming out of ma aunt's home at all.I was inside the room staring at televisions showing the same old stuffs,and i dint even care to have look at girls crossing me![Lytah!!!actually i saw them but not with the same old interest].Just one more year!!!i am going to miss a paradise soon.!!!atleast for the remaining days i want to live my first year again.With loads of excitement,enjoying each and every moment in college!!
Loneliness is something that i haven't felt right from my childhood.I always wish to be with a set of people,and i hate to be left alone,but nowadays i always look on random stuffs in my pc sitting all alone for the whole day in my room.I guess its time to revamp.I ll come out of this soon.
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